My creative process often begins with high expectations for realism, but I have learned that the most authentic work happens when I let go of total control. Working primarily in oils, I find the fluid nature of the paint helps me reach a state of flow, especially when listening to music. This allows my hands to move intuitively rather than overthinking the direction of a line. This transition is where the work shifts from a planned idea into something else, as the oil paint begins to dictate the outcome. This practice allows me to explore the balance between my initial intentions and the natural movement of the work itself.